pieces

Here's how I feel lately...


I feel like pieces, desperately trying to stay together, but falling like sand through finger tips. Like my gravitational force is dissipating and my revolving planets are simply drifting away. Not my friends, but the pieces of me.

My thoughts are irrational and annoying and getting in the way of being able to do what I need to do. My emotions are unstable and giving mixed signals to the rest of my entirety.

I feel far away, distant, like I'm watching from outside, fighting to stay at the window to at least keep watching...

But the tide is coming in, and I feel it's cold water creeping around my ankles, up behind my knees, licking at my hips and washing away any hold I might have.